Life starts after school..
Wednesday, June 25, 20089:36 PM
I had Hip Hop IG's Welcome Tea Party just now after school. It was alright lah. Turned out quite fun. And it was damn delayed by like almost half an hour. But nevermind. Forgiven since it was truly enjoyed. We played games, which were so funny. Laughed like crazy. Good job on the idea of the game. Afterwards, had our foodie-time. I ate a little lah, my friend said it was little. But I felt so full like can puke like that. Whoa.Then after that I went to WRL to meet up with Syaah. I thought she was alone ar, so I rushed and walked so fast. Suddenly she said got Syakir and Nizam. So like slowed down 'cause I don't appreciate getting blisters. So reached there, walked like some idiot 'cause didn't know where they were. Look to the right, search and search, only to take a glance to my left and see them terpampang sitting there. Haiyoo..They were hungry. Said that they waited for me to go eat. But too bad darls, I already ate! Hahaha! Nanny nanny poo poo!But I went to accompany them lah. Ate at Banquet. I just sat there of course. Ate already what right. The boys eat like snake lah. Boys! (Stereotyping here.nyahaha.) On the other hand, Syaah ate like some _______(fill in an insulting noun). Super slow sia. Like I can reach home while she is eating. Then blame on us for making her laugh. Right...Went home after that, Dad wasn't home yet. Haizz... But Mum like duh is there. Like usual lah kan, the mouth starts to open. Right. I just don't get it how you show that you care and that you were worried if you start scolding me. That doesn't work for me lah. Nak show you care, talk nicely. You scold me, I attitude and ask you to shut up, then you become unhappy. Then when I ask you if you eat already or not, you never say a word. Need me to shout the question at you then you answer. What a bitch! Can stop making me make sins?! Ergh!!
Then dah start merepek. Complain to Dad when he got home just now. Just suck it up lah ok. When I'm feeling shit now, I have noone to talk to except to type here. But at least this page won't like start soal-ing you right Mum! Haiyoo.. Then nonsense to the maximum lorr, Dad sampai say "Give me their number. I want to call them.".
Fuck ar. What the hell makes you think I'll even give up their number to you, even if I have it in the first place, 'cause I don't have it. I will never ever okay even if it means you have to tie me and hang me on the wall upside-down, or if you conduct the Water Treatment done in the WWII by the Japanese on me.
Fucking shit. I just feel like crying right now. Damn emo sia come home. Everyone against me. Can I just run away? But where to? That's the freaking damn problem. If only I know where to go then I'll be saying bye bye to this house until these people learn to have a form of respect and trust for me. Shits.
& then now, like shit. Chatting with Syakir. Alamak! Fuck lah I go and offend him like unconsciously. Stupid handphones fault lahh!!! I got a missed call at my handphone. Then I didn't recall who it is even though I recognized the number somehow. Just now at the Banquet also same thing ar. Farah messaged and I like didn't know who it was. Damn!
So like I asked lah "Who are you?". I almost wanted to put "what you want?". But then I didn't 'cause I really felt like it's someone I know and... Wah seyyy!! Then like now he's offended ar. He say he felt like he's a stranger. You're so not lah dear one!
Syakir!! I'm so so sorry ar. I'm not asking for sympathy or what lah okay. But like I have enough of a situation going on at home and I really feel bad enough. Please don't make this tough for me. Like shit. Why do I keep offending dudes that I....care for... Okay, teringat Carrefoure. Okay, getting back..
Like so so so SORRY!! Want me to sing that Will.I.Am song?
I'm so so so sorry..
I'm so so so sorry..
I didn't mean to break your heart..
I didn't mean to break your heart..
I'm so so so sorry..
I'm so so so sorry..
I don't know the lyrics actually..
But I care for you so I will still sing..
I'm a heartbreaker..
I'm a heartbreaker..
Okay I don't know already. But I really hope you accept my sincerest apologies. I will try to memorize your number okay darling? Forgive me okay.
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