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Angry lah angry..
Saturday, July 26, 20089:21 PM

I'm so tired and sleepy right now.
I'm having headache too.
Gosh.
I think I'm going to bed in a while.



Woke up, not early, today. But still I just don't feel as if I had enough of sleep. Especially when I was woken up pissed. Yeah, thanks alot lah okay. Thanks. Char came in my room to ask what burger I wanted, so I said, "Mcchicken.", with eyes still closed. Then she came in again in a while and said, "Wake up lah. Go Woodlands Mart to buy lunch.". I was liked shocked ar with my eyes still shut. I mean, you asked me what I want to eat as if someone is already out there buying it and then you have to tell me to wake up to buy them. =.=" I was already like, "What the fuck? Then don't want Mcchicken ar.".

After that Mum started to nag and scold me. Wah shit sial! Headache straight away I tell you. So she kept asking me to wake up and go to McDonalds. I was of course like fuming there already ar. Then she had to make comment say I lazy and what fuck. Cibai bodoh. Ergh. Way to start my day ar. Fucktard sia. So I went to bathe. And after I got ready, Mum said, "Shahrul going to buy.".

FUCK LAH! Make me wake up with a headache and then all goes to waste. But no, I was insistent in making sure I was the one who went to buy since she annoyingly annoyed me. And I made a decision that I don't want anything. Then Mum was like, "Fine. I also don't want. Let me starve." See, like want to blame me ar. Ergh. Walk walk walk, I called home and left a message that I'm buying for Mum Mcchicken and it's final, no arguements. Chey wah. I felt like a mother telling the child that she's eating vegetables, fullstop. Hahaha.
Anyway, yeah. Not jealous lah okay, see them eat those delicious molecules. Then at dinner time, they ate Masala, an Indian food, yeah, I didn't eat. Not jealous. Bluek.

I just feel that I should not easily give in because Mum needs to know that I have feelings that she has to condsider too. She can't just hurt me everyday and thinks that just 'cause she's my mother, she can do and say what she likes and expect me not to be hurt or angry. Like she likes to say "I have the right as your mother to do or say what I want to you. Whether you like it or not, I don't care. I have the right.".

Yeah right lah sey. I also have the right sey. I'm a human being. I have feelings. Emotions. And it's not as if just 'cause you're my Mum, I won't be affected by what you say. I want RESPECT!
Anyways, today is also Amir Nizam Zizie the Handsome's birthday. So...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to AMIR NIZAM ZIZIE the HANDSOME.

He is probably at Ignite Concert at Republic Polytechnic, dancing his ass off or whatever he might be doing. Or has the concert ended? Hahaha. Me have no idea lah. Just hope he enjoyed himself lah.
Alrighty.
Bye bye.
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