When Girl Meets Boy.

you can put the blame on me.

Sunday, July 6, 20084:19 PM

So guess like I'm just blamed for everything in every aspect of my life huh.

In friendship, it's my fault.
In the household, it's my fault.
In my education, it's my fault.
In my health, it's my fault.
In my lovelife, when I was having one, it's my fault.

One question to be put out on the table, am I such a freaking minority?
Or am I just a stupid idiot, who tries so hard to refrain myself from getting into these irritating situations, therefore I end up in it?

Even though how much and how many times I say that I have had enough of it, it just has to keep on coming.
Maybe it is right afterall, I should be true to myself and to my surroundings.
I shouldn't act as if things are always fine when it isn't, because people will just misinterpret that I'm having an easy life and they end up adding "hard times" for me.

But wouldn't that make me weak?
Instead of making me stronger?
I guess the word is moderation.
But how?

Janice said that there will be a day where you will ask questions about your identity.
I suppose this is the day.

Who am I?
Where do I stand?
Who do I want to be from here?
How am I going to hadle my life from now?
How well am I coping now?

Questions after questions.
I really need to reflect.
To think.
To be able to answer myself.

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