So, so, so.I suddenly don't know what to talk about. Hahaha.Well basically, I'm still trying to figure out what is wrong 'cause you're still not talking to me about it. It just feels super weird. You know what, I'm just kind of pissed. You know freaking well that I'm a super blur sotong at things and like I'm kind of slow at realising things that are not right smack in front of my face. This is the exact example of such situations. Yes, I know that I need to reflect, blah blah blah whatever. And yeah I'm freaking trying. I'm not going to give up. But with every second that the clock ticks, we are drifting even more apart lah sey. So come on, don't you also feel that I'm taking too long figuring this out and that you need to step up to save our friendship.Wait. Pause. Actually right. Are we even having a problem? Suddenly don't have ekh! But I think this is something lah okay. Not sure what because I just don't know.Resuming. Do you even know that you do mean something to me? You do alright. Or else I wouldn't feel super shit when someone mentions your name. And or else I wouldn't bother calling you up to ask if you've eaten and if you want to join us for lunch. You did state once, I remember that time alright, you stated that the person you were mentioning about has something to say but is just too coward to tell you face up. Well, well, well. Aren't you the one doing so right now? Well at least when you stated that last time, there wasn't anything going on what and I didn't have anything to say in the first place.Okay, pause again. Please do not tell me that it's the same thing here where there was nothing to be said. Because right, like fucking paisei lah okay I post this and actually nothing. But, but, but. I am freaking sure there is something lah. Don't make me extract it from you lah okay. I hate doing that okay! So annoying. I'm so carefree, and I hate interogations.Okay okay, continue. What is so difficult lah you?! Come on lah. You know fair and square that you can freely talk to me. You still can okays! And I'll keep on waiting, waiting...waiting on the world to change. But I think the world for me has changed already.But I'm still the same person when it comes to being the last person on Earth to know what's going on. And by the time, too late darl, the story's too long for you to know what happened in the beginning. Seriously lah. Fucking to the cheekenbye. Really pissed ar. Since young until now. Even Dian said I don't know anything buat kerje sendiri jer. Then how to know sia? People just don't tell me sey. Including you, person I've been chattering about in the post, okay. Then right.I want Pringles.I want Chocolate Birthday Cake.I want Tuna Sandwiches.I want Nutrisoy.Now.Grow fringe grow.
I can live with the length of my hair.
But not with the length of my fringe.
