When Girl Meets Boy.

As it gets worse

Tuesday, August 26, 20089:53 PM

I am truly dumbfounded.
I can't believe this.
Seriously shocked, and upset.
All I can is to stay fucking shut.

Dad.
Why are you doing this?
And you are ot even giving me any reasons for this.
I asked you man!
I asked you "why?".
Why aren't you fucking answering?
And you try to bring in other things.
Shit lah!

Mum.
Go ahead.
Go on and smile, grin, laugh.
I know you are happy, about what just happened.
I know you are.
Haven't you always wished for it to occur.
Allow me to congratulate you.

However.
Not a fucking chance for you.
I am not going to let it happen.
This is my life.
I am going to pursue it.
I'm not going to quit it.
No way.
Whether you're happy or not.
No. I am not letting you win this what-so-ever easily.
As it goes, life is never easy.
So if you guys are making this tough for me.
I will make it tough for you too.
Fair?
No. Cause life too, is never fair.

Now how much more disappointing can it get.
Knowing my Grade Point Average(GPA) for Semester One.
No, don't get me wrong.
I'm surprised myself too.
Because it's actually better than I thought it would be.
But the disappointing part is.
I'm not even the slightest bit excited or happy.
Cause I'm weighed down by the stupid thing just now.
And also, I thought I was going to come home, check my GPA and announce to Mum&Dad.
But right now, forget it.
Just forget it.

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