I have no idea what I want.
I'm like 50-50.
Or rather, I want, but I'm just too _______(some verb I'm unsure) to go and pursue it.
I understand, there shouldn't be such a thing.
It's just ridiculous to be like this.
But it's how it is.
And I know very much that I'm seriously on the losing end.
Oh, what a loser.
Definitely.
To be brave about many many many things and in many many many situations, but in this area, darn helpless.
Now, it's like we don't even talk, maybe not much.
But it seems so much little than the time when we just met.
Is it due to me?
Am I the fault?
Darn.
What telah happen man?

Anyways, a little sidetracked, Mum is fine.
She's better now.
Yay. Alhamdullillah.

&& I'm lazy to upload the many many many pictures that I have.
Will do it when I feel a little...hardworking?
Hehe.

Continuing.
Well, I'm such an ass.
Many things on my mind.
Not even important, maybe.
Worried, sad, pissed.
Damn its.
I thank lovelies for making me laugh today.
You people rocked my peach-coloured socks.
Love you all.
Especially Tobi, Mariam, Diana, & Seri.
It was fun when we had our quality time again, just ranting and laughing our asses off.
You people sure make me laugh like a freaking idiot.
Best. =)

Alright, I'm going to do my Reflection Journal now.
And then take my shower.
And then have my dinner, yes I haven't eat.
And I'll then help Mum with the makings of kuih raya.
Tidur lambat lah nampak nyer.

Maybe it's meant to be this way. Just to look at you from far. Do I sound as if I've given up? *Shrugs*