It's awful how the bad memories is so capable of flooding one's mind just out of the blue.
What's worse is that it never leaves, it haunts you for quite some time.
And you just don't know how to recover from the dramatic memoir.
It leaves you sad, angry, hurt.
Remorse, regret.

Maybe in my case, it wasn't that out of the blue.
It was seeing you.
It was the way we acknowledged each other.
It's like, we're too casual, like, we were never once closer than this.
Let it go, I shall just do that.
Cause I don't know what else to do.



So today's practice, was like whoa.
I don't know how to describe it.
I mean it in a good way.
It's just that, right now, I cannot talk, too tired to even open my mouth.
Well, wouldn't it be good if that's how I always am?
Right people? Come on, be truthful, I can handle it. Hahaha...

Hmmm... I'm just very scared can?
It's like, tomorrow, showcase to Mr. Junior Manager.
Oh my God...
If it's not for the fact that my tummy feels a little, I don't know(Growly?), I think I will feel my heart thumping.
Can do popping already. Rrrrright.
Haha.

Oh and yes.
Seri, I did take my shower just a while ago eventually.
I cannot stand the fact that I might sleep with the sticky body.
Yucks.
So now, anyone, feel free to bau-bau me.
Hahaha!
I know you know we know lah right Seri, Ferra and Dinie.
=)

Now about tomorrow.
Wow, I have no idea what to do.
Heard that the topic tomorrow is jialat.
Darn.
And then, if I don't go for class, I can meet up with my dears.
But I'm feeling kind of half-hearted, as usual when it comes to abandoning any school related things, especially classes.
See people, I do care bout school you know. Haha.
Both things are as important to me.
Tough for me to choose.
Will decide tomorrow. Oh my God.
This really sucks.

And then, oh yes, I'm also meeting this one boy lah.
Miss me lah, what lah.
Haiyoo.
Confirm he never miss me, bedek ajer!
Hahaha!
Actually, I miss him too lah.
Wait, hold up, in the first place, I miss eveyone even if I've just seen them an hour ago.

I'm hungry.
Damn.
Should I go to eat?
I feel sleepy.
And yes, I'm lazy to chew.
Darn.

With you present in the minds, it's enough to make that heart smile.