When Girl Meets Boy.

T.G.I.F.

Saturday, October 25, 200812:09 AM

There's always a reason to smile.
I don't have to look far.
I just close my eyes & there lies my gift.

Anyways.
Thank goodness it's FRIDAY today.
No, actually, it's already Saturday.
Yeah.
Haha.

I'm like a battery with low power.
Super tired.
Can't wait till I go to bed, which will be right after this post.
Why the hell do I even bother to blog when I really want to sleep?
Now, that I'm wondering myself.

The week had been filled with many things.
Although, it had been more or less like a routine.
Everyday, the same thing.

But the emotions I go through throughout the days were strong.
When I was all happy and stuff, I was really really jovial.
But when I was hit with pain, hurt and anger, it's like I want to end my life.
Like I said to Azita, being in the situation I am in now, I realise that I understand why some people commit suicide when they have problems where they feel will never end.

Okay, here right now, I might sound like, I've given up hope with life.
That's what I sometimes think too, but it's not it.
I'm still strong to handle the challenges in life that's to come, at least, I know I will try.
Well, of course, there are the people who are always there to take my mind off things when they're round me.
And I do thank them, cause I need it.
And for that, I think they deserve that I don't give up.
I hope you know who you are.
(Hint: I've spent everyday after school with you people. Duh. Who else right?)
Anyways, enough of this.

Main point here.
School is uber boring, yet I look forward to it everyday.
Dance is using up so much of my energy, yet it's so enjoyable.
Home should be heaven for me, yet I'm almost suffering.

To end the post, I have this up for you.
It's by my facilitator.
Now, despite that I feel it's quite FUCKING SHIT of him to say this to me, it made me laugh.

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