Came home early today, though not so early.
Allowed me some time to like, remember some people.
I know, I've been like too caught up with my life, my situations.
Now, I feel like I've lost touch with girlfriends such as Seri & Jenny.
And the thing is, I miss them.
It's been so long since we've sat and really talked.
I miss those days we had together.
And I miss the brisk walking sessions that we used to have.
I'm outdated with you two.
And I'm sorry.


On another note, I hate being at home.
I hate, hate, hate it.
Some people just can't shut up.
And when the speak, they're annoying.
Keep building issues with me.
Come on, what so difficult about leaving me alone.
Since you guys are so effing great when it comes to ignoring me with my financial needs.


I'm seriously crossing my fingers.
I've got a ticket for Danzation tomorrow.
And I can't believe one moment, it was okay for me to go.
And the next, "Bout tomorrow, I don't know. You ask your Father. If he says no, you don't go."
And it's like, I'm tired and I want to go to bed now, and HE isn't home yet!
So how the heck am I supposed to ask him.
I've no mood to talk already.
How to even ask him, and to answer all his for-sure-will-come questions and lecture.


FUCK LAH!
I'm pissed seriously.
And I'm taking deep breaths since just now, just to keep me away from smashing something into the wall.


Yeah.
Talk about "Oh we parents understand you."
And this is the result of your understanding.
Fucking noobs!
You have no idea people!
No idea.














I'm sorry Hakim for not picking up your call, I don't feel like talking.