When Girl Meets Boy.

Super Long Update.

Monday, December 1, 200811:19 AM

There’s a whole lot to share out here.
The week had been filled with a number of events.
Going to be a very long post.
Sorry.
And I’m still seriously worn out.
Yeah, Dale said I need Halal Food Boosters.
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Wednesday, 26th November.

I had my early birthday surprise by Jenny, Seri, Deni, & Tobi.
I was sleeping in the boring Visual Basics Class during break-time, and they came in with cake and a huge birthday card.
I was so blur, and surprised.
Of course I started to tear up.
So paisey.
I love you darlings.
Thanks so much.
Yeah, it’s the first time I ever had a real birthday surprise from friends.
I’m very touched, as you can see.
=)
And the cake was so yum-yum.
And the card is so nice and huge.
It cut my armpit to carry it home.
Hahaha.

After school, I had to go over to studio for Closing Bash preview.
Soon after, off I go, back home.
And I had my early birthday celebration with my family over at Pizza Hut at Causeway Point.
I got present too.
Yay?
Hahaha.
Okay, thanks.
I like them.
=)

Later that night, as the clock hit 12midnight and beyond.
I started receiving SMSes and a call.
The call was the most unexpected and surprising one.
Hahaha.

Thursday, 27th November.
Thank you all for the wishes, that came through the night and even till the next day.
And thank you W15P, current class of mine, for the many birthday song that came everytime I entered the class that day.
And thank you Azita and Sabir, for the Birthday present and Birthday card, respectively.

After school was Flames Award.
I had so much fun getting ready for the event with my sexy bimbos.
The show was so not the bomb, sadly.
The emcees were, uhm, “Booo…!”.
And then the food was, uhm, “Errr..”.
But the party/disco-scene was AWESOME!
Of course, shaking my booty and grooving and laughing with the gorgeous girlfriends that I miss very much, was all I was looking forward to that night.
Spending time with them in anyway, is just priceless.
I love you people very much.
And as usual, we love the cameras, just as much as it obviously loves us.
=)
P.S. I was so self-conscious that night. Hahaha.

When I was packing my bag that was in the conference room for safe-keeping.
I received another birthday surprise.
I really thought I was going to get sabo-ed when I was told to sit on the chair.
I was so paranoid, hahaha.
Instead, the ones in the room sang to me a birthday song, and I was again so very touched.
There pasted behind the screen was a laminated birthday card of me.
And Zhi gave me a personal birthday gift/card.
It’s so bimbotic, exactly what I love.
Yes, I became emotional again at home when I read it.
Thank you all.
=)

Friday, 28th November.
I left class during second break because Closing Bash was on that very night.

And I found out I was going to be Taufik Batisah’s back-up dancer.
I was more afraid than excited.
I was afraid I couldn’t get the steps that I were to learn on that day, which was true enough.
I think I let many down.
I disappointed many, because they had the faith in me, but I did badly.
I disappoint my own self.
I thought I could do it.
I became so stressed out.
My mind was all over the place.
I was panic most of the time.
And tears kept streaming down despite trying to hold them back.
And I lost the will to speak.
I’m sorry all, for letting you down.
On the other hand, I thank all who gave me the support, the help, the push, the time, and most importantly the opportunity.
I appreciate that you believed in me.
Thank you so very much.

Saturday, 29th November.
I still felt what I felt the day before.
The scene kept playing back in my head.
I was haunted by it.
I had a confidence breakdown.
But slowly time passed, and I was able to chat with people online in a more human tone.
Thanks Dale for chatting with me like no one’s business.
Thanks Hakim, for chatting with me, telling me I did fine(I still think not), and taking my mind off it, and staying through the night till morning chatting with me bout things.

Sunday,30th November.
Despite having slept at only 5am that morning, I woke up at 11am.
I feel tired, still.

I’m still having my confidence breakdown.
I’m still shutting up most of the time.
I can chat and type, but speaking verbally, seems hard for me.
I even told Mum to do me a favour and buy me my prepaid top-up card.
All because I didn’t want to leave the house.
Zzzz.

The Sunday was boring, and empty.
All because Internet Connection was lost.
So yeah, I will not get to use the Internet when I’m at home.
All the way through the coming week.
Tsk.

Alright.
This post is darn long enough.
Whatever.

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