zzz.
I wasted my Friday by cancelling a promising plan, to do something else which in turn just ruined my mood.
& I just feel like giving up on everything, because everyone just has to give up on me and on us.
& I feel more disasters coming, because of freaking restrictions.
Regret.
Hopeless.
Tired.
Only GA keeping it off my mind.
But still, even the slightest pause of it makes the issues come gushing back into my mind.
Goodnight.