Okay. I know I pretty much need to get to bed.
I need to just say something.
BBoy was a good boy. Err?
Well, basically cause it made me tired. Wee?
Hopefully I can go to bed.
And I pretty hope that I won't remember stupid things that make me scared or sad in the middle of the night.
And I hope that I won't be like a computer on sleep mode again like last night.
Cause, despite me with eyes closed from 4am till 8am, I was pretty much awake in the head.
Tsk tsk.


Okay, back to the "need to just say something".
Well, I captured the above image from Jenny's blog, which she captured off Tobi's.
Hmm, I didn't know that someone else did feel the way I have felt for so long.
Yes, I mean long, like many many months.
True enough, it's just like what Tobi said.
I too, felt that each day I'm losing my loves, especially Tobi, Jenny and Seri.
And also true, the fact that last time, it's hugs everyday.
It's pictures all the time.
But now, it's like most times now, we barely even chat or contact each other.
I don't know how seriously you guys are doing.
I don't hear your problems and happiness from you anymore.
I feel lost.
And I feel like I've lost your love.
The person that I do sometimes chat with from time to time is Tobi.
Not that I'm greedy or anything.
But I too want all of y'all back with me.
Maybe it won't be like last time.
But wishfully, much closer than we are now.


All my life growing up.
People come and go.
I make friends, wonderful friends.
And I lose them because of losing contacts.
But with you guys, I don't want that to happen.
I'm not thinking far, but I do wish that I grow up having kids who know you in person.
Okay, maybe that is thinking far.
But my main reason is that, I don't want them to lose out not knowing such wonderful people as you guys.


So yes.
I would love to have an outing with you guys.
We shall discuss it alrights?
I love you all so so much. <3