Gosh...
This is so freaking miserable. My mood is fluctuating really badly. So damn irritating. I don't know why. Just now, when I was going home and I was fetching Char from her school, I ended up being kind of emo shit for no reason. Like moodless for no reason. Grr..

Then when I was having my dinner, I told Mum about Sentosa on Sunday AGAIN! She kept silent for a while and then after that the first thing that comes out of her mouth was, "Is it compulsory?". What the freaking ass! Merepek siol!

Like fucking obvious it's a no lah kan. But then I just went along and said that it's not ar. So she was like, "If not compulsory then don't need to go.". So I was already roling my freaking tired eyeballs, and in my heart I like gave up already lah. Then after that she asked about what time to what time. And I just said lah, "Tah.". Malas sial nak layan dah macam gini. Merepek bodoh. Don't want to let me go enough ar, fullstop to the topic. Don't be a bitch and ask somemore, as if I have the mood to talk about it.

Then she looked at me and scold me because she was unhappy with the way I answered. Well too bad old lady, that's just how it's going to be and you should have been used to it by now, right Mummy Dearest. She started to nag too. And I was just sitting there, with my blood rising like mercury in a thermometer that has contact with temperature.

Ish..really seyy. Enough lah right. Never let me go, can just say a sentence or 2 and then stop, can? I do get irritated with people easily you know, especially if you have a chop on your forehead that says, "You've annoyed me a million times before that I can jump out of the window in my room right now" that kind of thing.

I think even Dad has that chop now ar. Ever since I feel like he's more on Mum's side now and that everything I do is wrong, and that I might look like a devil to him now. I really miss the times when I was treated like I was your angel, Dad. Where has that title gone to? Why am I treated differently now? Don't you still care and love me like you used to? Till you're now capable of hurting me alot too.

And I'm like freaking sleepy. Actually, I just kind of woke up from my sleep because I heard the doorbell. Yup, Dad just came home. Like what the hell! How did I fall asleep ni? Didn't I drink this(picture below)? 'Cause it contains caffeine right therefore I drank it in hope of being able to stay awake. Suddenly, I was on the bed lieing asleep. =,="
So like right now, I'm blogging to write about my depression. Yeah, no one to talk to ar. So this blog is the bin I throw my stories of misery in. Sorry yo if I sound emo. Too bad lah kan. Actually, someone offered his ears to me if I have anything to talk about. But he isn't online. Hahaha! Okay, he isn't online and that's so true. But no, I'm so not going to take advantage and start complaining to him. You do not want to offer me that kind of things okay. As you will realise that I'll get very irritating always complaining to you.

Hey, but I'm not that bad okay. I don't think I've really done such an annoying thing, maybe I did to Mahdi, but yeah, he's a different story. But if I was doing that horrible stuff to other people, I assure you, right now, it's controlled. More things are kept within me. I'm seriously saying "Shhh..". I really don't want to lose friends with reasons that I rubbed the wrong way.

Anyway, thanks Syakir for the offer. Appreciated.

Right now, I'm just extremely weary. Super and totally weary. That's what you get when you have a lack of sleep. Your brain switches off like an ass that can't shit. And it affects your other parts. Except, I still have energy to type out here. What can I say? It's just... too exceptional. Nyahaha.

But if you were to talk to me, I will tell you or rather type/write to you that I can't open my mouth. I can only say "Hmm..". 'Cause that one doesn't require me to open my mouth.

Okay lah, I have to go do a little folding of the laundry. Told Mum this morning, when I still had energy, that I will do the laundry tonight(which is like...right now?). But now, seriously regret. Next time, I'm not going to say a word. Hahaha.

Okie-dokie. Triple love to you. Actually, to me. For what love you guys if you're not going to love me back. Hahaha!

Any guys single out there? Please lah...
I'm asking to only tell you dudes to love your own ass.
I have enough with you guys.
When am I going to get my own P.C.?
Hmm?

Wait.
This is freaking random. How did this topic come out?
Right.
Goodnight.
And please sleep early so that you don't turn out like me.
Drained and loveless..
Okay, what the fuck again.
Nytes!