Currently multi-tasking very heavily.
Stuffing my face with food.
Completing homework before it hits 11:59pm tonight.
Blogging.
Listening to music.
Anyways, I've still not taken my shower yet.
So yes, am I stinky or what?
Well actually, I don't smell.
*Bows*

I'm so freaking exhausted, can?
Reached home at almost 10pm.
And before that, I had been practising and stuff.
Practising and cleaning the routine.
Oh by the way, I really like Ashraf's choreography for our finale for the Debut Showcase.

I'm not a person who has stress.
Thus, I seem to be alright about a lot of things.
But pressure is felt greatly.
I can show off how pressured I really feel, which would make my attitude suck.
However, I prefer to not show it because I don't want others to be affected.
We seriously need people to be calm, even with the sense of urgency.
But I guess some people get it wrongly.
Oh wells.

Anyways, I have alot of divergence.
I feel like speaking out.
But I shut myself up because I find that even though it's important, there's no time for it.
Have to get priorities right.
But with everyday, it eats me.
Especially when people take it for granted.
And following whatever they like without thinking that maybe, for once, others have some right in what they say.
Self-centredness, gosh, it's one ugly thing that I really have something against.
Even to my own self, I try my best, and I say I TRY, to steer clear of it.
But to tell people to stop being self-centred, it's pathetic.
Should be old enough to realise it themselves.
So in the end, I just shut myself up, because anyways people don't understand my problem and my situation to take me into consideration.
Hmm...I find myself not considered in alot of things that I should be considered in.
Oh wells.

Parents are out to Geylang.
Was pissed with them for a while just now.
But luckily they weren't so much of a nuisance when I reached home.
Thank God.
Or else, I'll start self-mutilating myself.
Eeeww...

Oh and, Seri, thanks for being there for me.
I love you loads darling.
I know we both have problems, this and that.
But sharing helps alot right.
Actually, I have more to share, but time wasn't on our side to allow us to talk more.
Nevermind.

Schedule, once again I shall say, is very hectic.
Everyday after school this week, I'll be practising.
Gosh.
I so want all this to end.

My fan is spoilt.
I left the house this morning with it working wonderfully fine.
But now, it's fucking not working.
I'm sweating & sticky, and it's stuffy.
I'm not going to be in a good mood.
Tonight, I predict I'll be super pissed.

And my body isn't feeling all that awesome either.
Pathetic man.
I'm like, pain here, pain there.
Not good here, not good there.
If I were to state every single part that's not at it's optimum level, I'll be making you shut this page.

With tomorrow being Science module.
I'm so going to die.
I should not be late.
Let's just pray I'll make it on time.
Will be meeting the evil facilitator for the first time tomorrow.
Bring it on.

Life is wonderful if I see it atomically.
But holistically, it sucks.
Why?
Simply cause the negativities seem to overlap the positivities.
My loves, get this, you are the reason I'm still here surviving, & more importantly, trying.